vietnam

going off for ten days. see you.

p.s, wait...................

the more i read your blog, the more i feel the sorrow in me. whenever you are drunk, you tell me the opposite about what you feel in the blog. its frustrating to know this because it is irritating when you do that. maybe its because you are drunk.






















i had stopped love with you
and it is not because of how you feel but its because i don't know when to
begin..............................................................

tease her

lol jia hui....stare...........
hahaha
the third day of comex, STARE ONLY
don't care already stare only.
i am right. plus after the stare, gerald joined forces. moreover, when king came, he was even more convinced.
Thanks to edna and her spot-on discovery when she saw the phone. haha.
alright, i won't tease anymore. if not i won't be having anymore sensitive friends =)

why are you afraid?

don't be afraid because i cannot harm you
i was told you are afraid when i get drunk and i do something to you.
well don't be fooled because i am not that sort.

when i heard this yesterday, i tell myself not to go drinking with you anymore.
thats why now i just message you to tell you i am going drinking, but i don't intend to ask you.its your will whether to come or not. not gonna force you.

thats all. and know that you need not be scared of me because i won't do anything to you. in fact you are the last person i would think of harming =)
'harming' would mean that is if i were some killer on the street. i wouldn't even hurt anyone at all.

its him there, its him here

yes yes yes.
i dun even have a path through.
is it because you are afraid?
why can't you just believe me

TJY is right.or maybe not. i am not so special
what am i thinking?

i always read your diaries and it is killing me.


P.s
Permed my hair.
look like a lion now.

fuck

ok... i'll stop being me
but pls, i do it in the open. the rest are still the same just that they keep it to heart.
all the same. all the same.
my life = your life.
what i say = what is in your heart
what i do = what you think
no biggy.
all the same all the same
but since the girl wants it that way then i'll stop being me
all the same. all the same

******

is it really that hard for people like us nowadays?
i tried i tried i tried to crack jokes but i don't seem to be doing it well.
i'm late.
extremely late.
should have, but there is no such thing as 'IF ONLY i could...' in this world when everything is past and present.
well, like what JY said, 'you are late ash'
brave enough to tell me you were seeing someone else.
i like that. i like that.
avoiding me is what i see in all angles thats why its awkward enough and....

the more i continue, the more i feel i cannot communicate with you. so the most i can do is...


















































P.s
wait.